“I am light”

Never have I been more grateful for the infinite ways in which the Universe is showing us we’re on the right path. Synchronicities, coincidences, a mobilisation of cosmic levels, put into place only for us, to indicate the way, to guide in the journey of self-accomplishment.
All that I have thus far experienced has helped me generate more strength, more wisdom, and more awareness of where I am and where I am going, only to bring me to the incredible understanding that I am exactly where I am supposed to be. That there is no reason to rush, to panic, to fret, for, I will, again and again, be arriving exactly at the point where the Universe expects me.
I have often praised Soulful Revolution, for the life-changing contribution MJ has made, to my understanding of my worth, of the many gifts that Mother Nature has showered upon me, of the many blessings I have encountered and of the many lessons that I have overcome.
This morning, listening to one of her latest readings, there was a mention of the book “The Four Agreements”, that, coincidentally, my sister has received as a gift just this past week, so I happened to have it on hand. I lost the passion for reading during my studies. I was force-fed so many theoretical articles that sucked all life and joy out of my heart, that I simply stopped enjoying it altogether, I lost the patience for it. This time however, I felt that I should grab that book and give it a shot.


One of the first phrases I read said, “I am made of light, I am made of stars”. Instantly, I was brought back to few years back, during a regression. I had just relieved one of the most emotional moments in my life, which I mentioned a while ago, of my grandpa giving me my most authentic lesson of unconditional love. My therapist, a gentle, remarkable woman, helped me realise that all that we see and perceive, is a reflection of what we are. Implicitly, I being capable of feeling unlimited love from my grandpa meant that love existed within me.
Once I understood that, I had the sudden awareness that my heart chakra was filled with light, my whole being was light. I was light. It was freeing, soothing and elevating to feel my true nature within the deepest core of my being. Nevertheless, my joy and liberation were short-lived: fear started creeping in. Fear that I would forget what I was made of.
Reading further, the book read, “Then he knew that he would soon forget all that he had learned”. Great comfort comes from understanding your own sanity, from seeing that your experience is not unique, that you can relate to other experiences, that you are part of a fascinating system, so well put into place, that it brings the messages and the clarity that is needed, once you are ready to receive, perceive and integrate them.
The biggest lesson I had to learn over the past year or so, was that of self-love. While it is still a work in progress, I have come a long way. I am now walking in pride and confidence, being grateful for the perfectly imperfect body that enables me to have sensorial experiences of the world around me. I am now uncompromising about the way in which I choose to spend my most valuable resource, my time. I am now fearlessly confronting situations that upset me, harm me, bother me or worry me, because I cherish my well-being and peace of mind.
I also learned to appreciate my most valuable trait: my open-mindedness and curiosity, my willingness to try things that are beneficial to my growth and personal improvement, while respecting my boundaries and my pace, knowing that what is meant for me will find me. What found me the other night was the information about the New Moon in Leo, an optimal time to manifest desires and co-create with the Universe.
As I was lying in bed last night, listening to a powerful mantra and performing my Prana healing, I let go of that which was no longer serving my purpose, and I opened myself to a new paradigm, the deep knowing that I am love, I deserve love and I receive love. And I am ready for it.
Counting my blessings, one by one, I know that my journey, my very existence, is an everlasting blessing of light manifesting itself in human form, and my duty is to share this light and shed it in every corner and nook of every heart that I encounter. My purpose on this Earth is to make sure that the light within my fellow humans learns how to recognize itself in the mirror of my soul. When we all accept who we are, that, my fellow friend, is when the whole world will know love.

Love,
Vladiana

Published by curvybuddha

Exploring spirituality with the same curiosity and love of humankind that drove me to become an anthropologist, I started CurvyBuddha on the 1st of January 2019, as a project of self-discovery. Peppered with personal reflections, pop culture references, a sprinkle of naughtiness, mystical intel and tarot analogies, my journey has become one of self-love. I am happy to share my findings with you, in hope they will help you on your own path, fellow friend.

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